A Snowy transition

Jan 30th I arrived in Tallinn, Estonia after a 24 hour journey. My first impressions of Tallinn are wonderful!!

Snowy streets and shoveled sidewalks, people wrapped up in wool and warm smiles. The architecture is straight out of the 12th century, interspersed with new and very modern.

My morning view from my hotel window really gave me some of the best images of Tallinn.... what a way to greet the day!

This is also a beginning of a new adventure in Agile coaching. I am blessed to have this opportunity to work with some really world class coaches, watching them in action.

I will be here in Tallinn 22 days, so this is just the beginning. With an eye searching for the new adventure, I am looking forward to each new day.

Lake in January

Yesterday I spent the better part of the day at Lake Ouachita..soaking up the sun, looking at the smooth as glass water, and being grateful for where I live.

Many times we look at House Hunters International and we see places greener, better. We drool at the view from a balcony of a condo we cannot afford, or dream of lands far away.

Yesterday reminded me of how blessed I am to be 15 minutes from Lake Ouachita. To have a boat in the water ready to go at the turn of a key, and friends to meet and tie-up to and drift... and talk.. and dream.

Sun setting, headed back. thinking of the return












Free, natural, and peace.  It's a feeling of where I belong. A connection with who I am and whose I am.










The next 22 days will find me in a far away country, snowy cobblestone streets, business suits, technology, new friends, challenges, and wool socks.

Going is always good, and yesterday reminds me that the return will be ever sweeter.

Trenta

I am pretty convinced the world has gone nuts.

This week Starbucks announced the new 31 oz cup size, the Trenta.  Its larger than the Venti, and twice the size of the Grande and makes the Tall just simply look like a shot glass.

Not that I am against large quantities of caffeine, nor do I think it is wrong for Starbucks to create something larger to quench our appetite to over indulge. New cup size? - big deal.

Starbucks announcing a new cup size made CNN, MSN, MSNBC, NBC, CBS, ABC, the New York Times, USA Today and almost all other major american newspapers. Good God it even was a top trending on Twitter. The morning network news shows were doing feature segments showing the relationship to the size of a human stomach, counting costs, and counting caffeine in relationship to Red Bull.

Are you kidding me?

This is what we have come to, that a new cup size at Starbucks is world news. It is worthy of coverage and feature on all major cable and network news, morning radio shows, and national newspapers. Somehow this is a TOP STORY for us in the states and it makes me sad. How much energy and noise did this create and what important did we miss or overlook as our news sources helped make Starbucks a household topic.

Were there any advances in science? How about medicine? Are they closer to a cancer cure?
How is Haiti? Have they completely recovered?
What good has happened in the world?
What happened that makes a real difference in the lives of people?
Do we have healthcare yet?
When is the war going to finally end?

Nope. A cup is our largest news item.

And it's not like a 31 oz cup size has never ever before been seen. Dunkin Donuts has a 32 oz and anyone not remember the 64oz 7 Eleven Big Gulp? News worthy my ass.

I'm going to go drown myself in 31 oz of caffeine.

A New Adventure

Recently I had to produce a resume' which I hadn't done in 15-20 years. I found this to be one of the hardest things to do, to tell my story in accomplishments. Painfully hard.

I've not cured cancer, nor saved the world from a mutant alien, but I am proud of what I have done. For some reason its hard to put it down, like I have wiped it from my memory because there is always something next that should be done.

My past work is very wide and varied based mostly on my choices. I like diversity and love a new challenge. I also have an issue with only doing one thing. I believe I am one of those guys that thrives when his plate is overflowing with things to do and challenges to overcome. These are the times I seem to step it up and deliver exceptional results. Give me just one small thing to do and it might take a week... gheez I am pathetic.

I've been a small business owner for 25+ years as a Real Estate Appraiser, I'm a Realtor, I've started/sold a chemical distributor business, I've taught diving and done blackwater construction, all the while being a student pastor for 15 yrs. I've been operations and membership manager for a global not for profit with a 100,000+ membership, I've worked on development teams as a tester, as a Product Owner. I have been a ScrumMaster and team member of team in our church while counseling parents and students in crisis. I've traveled all over the world assisting with large tech conferences, and working with small dev startups.

Juggling, I have practice.

And now, I  step into a new area for me - Agile Coaching.  In about 10 days I leave for Tallinn, Estonia to help with a large scale agile transformation. I will be intrenched at the customer for approx 20 days, listening, learning, inspecting, adapting, and I am sure being humbled. To be honest this new adventure has me a bit timid, hoping I can deliver value while embracing the heart of agile in the cold of eastern Europe.  I have a company that understands my background, and sees potential value in me, and what I might bring to the table to their company.  For that I am deeply humbled and grateful.

So this new adventure will take me away from my family longer than I have ever been, and to a place intellectually challenging for me. If I said I was not intimidated I would be lying. I am also excited for the adventure ahead.. as this could be a game changer for me and open a whole new set of skills I didn't realize I had. If it does, well, it's just more to juggle.  :-)

Quartered

Each day seems to bring something new... a challenge, a joy, a worry, a laugh.

Roller coaster, yes. Is it good? Hell Yes!

Agile by nature... maybe. maybe not.

I enjoy life's twists and turns, assessing where I am and making the call for whats next. This past year has had its share of twists and turns. I've lost my mother after a long battle with cancer, leaving me with no parents/grandparents. Since June I have had times of feeling lost without a parent/elder. It is sobering to realize you are now THE elder.  I have a Brother-in-law battling for his life, and recently found out that my longest time employee and dear friend has breast cancer. Someone needs to kick this horrible disease in the ass. Through this disease I have experienced a much tighter bond with family and friends... a blessing from chaos.

A 2.5 year contract for employment ended in November for me, which has opened more doors and windows. I am working closely with a great Scrum Trainer and friend, traveling to Costa Rica and other places helping solidify relationships and developing more business opportunities. I have 2 other top notch agile coaching and training shops that want me to come onboard. It looks like I will be working with one of them for about 20 days in Estonia in a huge agile implementation. This will determine if I fit well with them, and they with me. Oh the adventure!

Speaking of onboard, I've formed Diversion Services, LLC for my Dive boat and services. Accounts are done and corporate papers are finished. Just need to get the boat finished up and we will be ready to take charters out. Summer cannot arrive soon enough.

Waking, wondering what will be of this day I have been given. This is an occurrence each morning as life seems to be pulling me in many directions all at once. Like ropes on the outlaw being drawn and quartered, each rope pulling in a random rhythm, threatening to either pull me apart, or break the other ropes. Each battling for time, energy, and parts of me.

Strangely, I do not think I have ever been happier.

So here is to what tomorrow brings, good news or bad, I am ready for the adventure.

Puppy Love

A visit to Petco this past Saturday afternoon helped us add a new member to our family.

                            Meet "Roxy"


She is an 8 month old mixed breed dog that was rescued by Paws and Claws from one of the local dog pounds just before being euthanized.

We believe she is part Lab & part Weimaraner. Silvery brindled in color and blue/grey eyes. All we know is she is 100% sweet and part of the family.

She will be the first dog we will try and crate train, so we are learning, but her first few days have been pretty good.

Nothing brings joy, laughter and energy to a home more than a new puppy. Saturday night we all just sat in the floor and played and loved on our new addition. Oh sure, there have been a few new stains on the carpets in our home, but its time to re-carpet anyway. In and out and in and out to pee on a cold winters night is OK now and I am sure it may wear thin.  In the meantime I am enjoying this new little addition to our family.